Don’t waste your life away
I don’t get it. I’m not sure if I will ever understand why I worry.. I have since I was little. I worried about my parents when they were on dates and I was home & I freaked out if I tried to go to bed after fighting with my siblings or parents. I would even get upset my my oldest sister would fight with my dad or mom because I was scared of how she would feel if something happened to them. Not exactly sure why but that’s always unfortunately been me. So here I am 21 and I have nightmRes and irrational fears of loosing those i love. It’s so stupid because I waste time
I could be spending with them and loving them biting my nails and being a baby over stuff that hasn’t happened and probably never will. A 1 year old at my church just died, a girl I went to college with just got in a terrible accident, my cousin is in a coma.. Life is too short! We need to stop wasting our lives away. I know I do.